Hmm... Well let's see here:
I came to the conclusion at one point that girls/women/females were all pretty lame. I've seen how they work, the games they played with people, they're cries for attention, the works. Don't like them. I just look at everyone as people now, it just makes things easier to sort out. But sometimes i'll probably slip I guess.
I left Farefis a while ago, mostly cuz of the lack of drive and motivation that I need to see with people when it comes to something that requires a team effort. Sid just got lazy and I was always diagnosing Dustin with terminal ADD. If you can do that kind of thing. So to not totally fuck them I gave them a month's notice for last minute changes they might have wanted to make. Didn't really help; so I left and found them another drummer that was looking to get back in to the style of music that they were playing kinda. Kinda style I mean. So I came by and checked them out when they were practicing, showed the new guy a bit of what the drums were about (cuz they were a bit more involved then a normal drum beat) and jammed with the guys just for the hell of it. I can't wait till their next show.
I met a lady named Cassie at one of Farefis's last little house party shows for Angela's birthday party when she came with Trey. For a little while I kept trying to ask her if she was like available, and then eventually went for it. She was the exception on my view with females: She's the only cool one. We've been together almost 3 months, and i'm totally not letting her go anywhere.
[content edit] Tour came and was the time of my life... again. I belong on the road playing music and partying my ass off until I wake up the next day in some random city I don't know having to get up to go to the next city.
I got a job working at Pegasus Solutions, which i'm at right now. But i'm still training until next week. It will be at that point, I can officially not use the internet at work for leisure purposes. But that's okay. I'm still thinking about getting into another band, but something more along the style I want to play and not this 'standard' metal shit. I kinda wanna bring back the feel of Mr. Bungle. Unrestraint, unhinge music: Kinda just throwing all kinds of styles in. I mean I can write a radio friendly album to make it big so I can write my disco/jazz/metal/funk album.
I'm almost thinking that's what you have to do these days, you need to appeal to everyone. But you can't appeal to everyone with your radio friendly song. So make an album the masses want to hear, then make an album the metalheads wanna hear, and so on. But the chances of me finding the people to put that together with me are not in my favor that I know of. Sure some people I know are capable of it, but none of them wanna take the approach I want. Even though i'm sure if I explained it to them they'd know it would work. BRING ME THOSE PEOPLE!
As for today: The only thing i've eaten today is a bag of M&Ms, i'm out of gas and 20 miles from home, and i'm broke. I get paid tomorrow though, but I don't know for how long... Hopefull all of last week. I even got paid for the holiday! My finger's hurt from typing all day...
Fuck you.
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