Farefis now

[20:29] Puking out hate: dude
[20:29] Puking out hate: sooo gay
[20:29] Puking out hate: so very gay
[20:29] monk sez: What.
[20:29] Puking out hate: I just watched a tape of Farefis playing
[20:29] Puking out hate: and I wanted to cry
[20:29] monk sez: From when?
[20:29] Puking out hate: that party at Sids neighbors house
[20:30] Puking out hate: my friend recorded you the entire time
[20:30] monk sez: What about it?
[20:30] monk sez: I kinda wanna se it.
[20:30] Puking out hate: I made Marty watch it with me, he didnt say a word the entire time, and all I could think was "we fucked up sooo bad"
[20:30] monk sez: Wow.
[20:31] Puking out hate: yeah
[20:31] Puking out hate: we lost something big
[20:31] Puking out hate: and its NOT sid
[20:31] monk sez: I guess you know what to do from now on then. :-
[20:31] Puking out hate: eh, yeah
[20:31] Puking out hate: it just sucks
[20:32] Puking out hate: Kyle just gave me that look while we watched it
[20:32] monk sez: Who has the tape?
[20:32] Puking out hate: me
[20:32] Puking out hate: its in my room
[20:32] monk sez: Don't lose it or anything, I wanna see it.
[20:32] Puking out hate: ok
[20:32] Puking out hate: Ill hang onto it
[20:32] Puking out hate: its in a spot I cant loose it
[20:32] monk sez: In your pants?
[20:33] Puking out hate: hahahah
[20:33] Puking out hate: I lose sooooo much stuff in my pants
[20:33] Puking out hate: hahaha
[20:33] monk sez: I lose control in MY pants.
[20:33] Puking out hate: hahahah
[20:33] Puking out hate: thats the best place to lose control
[20:33] monk sez: Damn straight.
[20:33] Puking out hate: hey
[20:33] Puking out hate: just curious
[20:33] Puking out hate: whats the main reasons you left Farefis?
[20:33] Puking out hate: was it us as people?
[20:33] monk sez: Got bored.
[20:34] monk sez: Not really.
[20:34] monk sez: Just the fact I had nothing to show that we were doing something right.
[20:34] Puking out hate: I understand that
[20:34] Puking out hate: me and Kyle had a talk last night
[20:34] Puking out hate: you also helped write our songs
[20:34] Puking out hate: that was another thing that was badass about you
[20:35] monk sez: I play alot of guitar man, heh.
[20:35] Puking out hate: yeah
[20:35] Puking out hate: exactly
[20:35] Puking out hate: Marty can play parts, but he doenst innovate, or creat anything you do
[20:35] Puking out hate: I honestly dont think he can ever fill those shoes
[20:36] monk sez: You don't?
[20:36] Puking out hate: Im not trying to blow your shit up, or anything like that
[20:36] Puking out hate: but yeah, I dont think he ever will
[20:36] Puking out hate: he can walk a path, not make one
[20:36] monk sez: That's one thing I Believe every musician should be able to do in order to be a master of their instrument.
[20:37] Puking out hate: exactly
[20:37] Puking out hate: he cant
[20:37] Puking out hate: and its dragging me and Kyle down
[20:37] Puking out hate: its depressing
[20:37] monk sez: It's like coming to a party. Anyone can go, but what are you gonna bring with you to the festivities to make it better.
[20:37] Puking out hate: yeah
[20:37] Puking out hate: good one
[20:37] monk sez: "I BROUGHT A KEG!"
[20:37] Puking out hate: hahaha
[20:37] monk sez: Then you the fucking man.
[20:37] Puking out hate: hahaha
[20:37] Puking out hate: I brought 5 sexy chicks
[20:38] monk sez: You also would be the man.
[20:38] Puking out hate: hahaha
[20:38] Puking out hate: Marty would bring his daughter
[20:38] Puking out hate: and ask everyone not to be loud
[20:38] Puking out hate: hahaha
[20:38] Puking out hate: diss
[20:38] monk sez: Lol.
[20:38] monk sez: BURN!
[20:38] Puking out hate: Count it!!!
[20:39] Puking out hate: I dont know if he will work out as our permanent drummer
[20:39] Puking out hate: as soon as we get a studio this weekend
[20:39] Puking out hate: this bands going to be taking a big step in a serious way
[20:39] monk sez: Yeah. Released into the wild.
[20:39] Puking out hate: I dont think he can be dedicated
[20:40] Puking out hate: we all need it
[20:40] Puking out hate: everyone in Farefis needs the music
[20:40] Puking out hate: its so fucking gay what happened to our band man
[20:40] monk sez: It's not that big a deal yet.
[20:40] Puking out hate: yeah
[20:41] Puking out hate: its gotten so bad compared to what we where
[20:41] Puking out hate: we havent done shit
[20:41] monk sez: As long as everyone still wants to be Farefis, things will get good.
[20:41] Puking out hate: were teaching Jeremy our songs, he loves it, and hes doing good
[20:41] Puking out hate: but Marty doesnt even know more than 4 songs
[20:41] Puking out hate: Jeremy says its our fault
[20:41] Puking out hate: but I dont think thats the case
[20:41] Puking out hate: hes a big pothead
[20:42] Puking out hate: and drinker
[20:42] monk sez: Does he see what goes on between you guys while your practicing.
[20:42] Puking out hate: what do you mean?
[20:42] monk sez: Why does he think it's your fault.
[20:43] Puking out hate: oh, because he says where bad at teaching him, or we have to high expectaitions
[20:43] Puking out hate: if he cant play the part, he just asks us to change it to something easier
[20:43] Puking out hate: like the chorus in hail
[20:43] Puking out hate: he wanted to get rid of it
[20:43] Puking out hate: because he cant play the tempo
[20:43] Puking out hate: Im like fuck no
[20:43] monk sez: There's an important rule about stuff like that:
[20:44] Puking out hate: yeah
[20:44] monk sez: Don't water down your music to make it playable. If it's good the way it is, why would you dismantle something good.
[20:44] Puking out hate: learn it, and get better
[20:44] monk sez: Exactly.
[20:44] Puking out hate: I told him to either learn it, or just sit there and look dumb
[20:44] monk sez: Man up and learn something harder than what you can play. How else do you get better.
[20:45] Puking out hate: exactly
[20:45] Puking out hate: he seems to think differently
[20:45] Puking out hate: Im sober now
[20:45] Puking out hate: Im not drinking anymore
[20:45] Puking out hate: not for awhile
[20:45] monk sez: Coo.
[20:45] Puking out hate: same with Jason
[20:45] Puking out hate: Kyles just himself, and his voice and commitment are great so no complaints there
[20:47] monk sez: Hey. Can you check something out for me?
[20:47] Puking out hate: sure
[20:47] monk sez: http://www.myspace.com/reburnandtheskidmarks
[20:47] monk sez: Listen to I fucked Your Dog.
[20:47] Puking out hate: ok
[20:47] Puking out hate: hahaha